when I was younger. I was hyper and I loved the attention from the people, I used to love large crowd. Mum said I was naughty and I wouldn't give a damn on anything, I would do anything just to make the adults angry; I just love to see their hideously angry face and most importantly to get their attentions. The more they opposed, the more I want to do it, it was like a challenge, simply love the thrill even if I knew that the cane will be coming.
I am a Gemini baby, I need changes, and I adapt well. I've changed, I'm no longer the chatty little kid, I hate getting attentions, I hate large crowd; I am no social creature because I find it tedious to please the people around me. It is easier to do things alone, free and easy~ Although mum has failed to shape me into the perfect kid she wanted, she is glad that I'm better at pleasing the adults; at least I know what not to do and what to.
My dad has significant influence on me. My brother said I have daddy complex, mostly because I rarely get to see him. Despite being a troublesome kid, dad never fail to please me, he tolerates all my nonsense and shower me with love. This is the reason why I always act like a kid in front of him even at this age, not because he treat me like a kid but that is his soft spot, his weakness; He can't object my request on anything. I'm the king, I have the say.
Dad tried to shape me into someone he wants to be. My dad is consider the stupid one among his siblings, he is bad in his studies, especially math. Everyone thinks he is naive, but he is just simply too honest. At the back of his head, he is actually scheming, and he is good at brain washing me; He can't count, so he want his daughter to be good at it, be calculative and caution. I took diploma in Accounting and Finance mainly because of him, I gave up on design because I want to fulfill his dream. He gave me a clear path and I have a goal, something to look up for.