May 4, 2011 @ 10:47 PM
GREEDY MIND, SELFISH ACTS, EVIL HEART, HOW SINFUL CAN ONE BE?
Just bear with me, my drawings inspiration have been revolving on the dark side, and I promise I'll deliver something better next time. I'm suffering form a major mood swing;
I just can't control the sadness . The stress is too much for me to handle, projects, work and many more, they are snatching away my freedom and I'm tied down to the mundane routine. The ghost has been secretly building its nest, rooting in and dominating. It has successfully planted seeds of fear and doubts, jealousy and unkindness in my brain. This is poisoning my mind, and this poison is slowing wearing me down. Sometimes I woke up in the morning feeling like a different person, was that really me; The vile thing in the mirror that was staring back at me telling me to go for kill, being successful means locking your conscience away.
I guess this is the battle that I'll have to take, I have to stay focus and strive, I can't lose my way now. Maybe time is the antidote to all this madness, stay calm and compose, the path ahead will eventually be clear.
I remember my dad told me that whenever you're uncertain about something, just don't think about it. I shall throw all the worries out, lock them and throw the key away~